Welcome to NING's junkyard.

WHY
I essentially blog at _blackacid@lj but I always believe in having quality posts. I don't really like to rant or put memes/surveys there because they clutter the blog up with rather useless things.

SO! Here's my little junkyard. I will have posts that may not be very applicable to my LJ.

*rolls around*

Heh. I told my mom that if I can't find a job in the future, I will go ahead and teach in a school. Maybe not necessarily a government school, maybe a private or international school but definitely not a tutor. I don't trust my wages on tuition.

But BLAH. Mom said, "Eh, don't be a teacher k. I don't want any of you to be teachers k." o_O?! She didn't really give much a reason, but it tickled me pretty much.

1. First thing you wash in the shower?
Eh my hair. I don't know why. O_O

(And more)

This disturbs me.

Ivan is in his room with his friend singing Hokkien songs out loud. I'm guessing he learnt them from Youtube, considering I'm the only child in the house who understands hokkien at all.

Hmm.

And I don't like that friend who comes here everyday. WTF. He stays in Ivan's room to play while Ivan SLEEPS. And every 5 minute she will curse in Hokkien expletives because of the game or something.

Ah, i think I might post this on my LJ later, but that's later when I get my thoughts sorted out so I can come up with a coherrent entry.

BUT!

Under the cut because of spoilers for house season 4.

(HOUSE MD SEASON 4 IS THE BEST)

Yay, i love house :D:D:D:D

I'm very sure I'll have to retain. But after hearing that I topped the class for GP, I thought perhaps I stood a chance of promoting. I tried to ask my classmates AND teachers whether they could tell me my grades or results. Some replied me, some didn't. But in the end, none of them told me any of my grades or scores. They just told me to wait till 9th when we know whether we retain or promote.

Only, I have no idea if on the 9th, we get our full results as well. In that we know our finalised scores for every subject. It's just that I don't really regard my promotional status so much anymore. I just want to know how I did for specific subjects.

I didn't really think it through yet, but I think I should. So I'm going to list the pros and cons of the avenues I have upon receiving promotional status results.

RETAIN: Stay in PJC
+ Supportive people like Mrs Low, Mdm Shafar, Mr Yeo.

- Unhealthy social environment that I don't fit in
- CTs already have really bad impressions of me
- The retainees in PJC are literally cliques in their own classes, they don't quite mix around with the J1s that aren't retainees.

RETAIN: Appeal to CJC
+ IJ-like environment
+ I'd have Sam, Lucille and Eddie, along with my other IJ friends
+ Retainees there aren't outcasts, they generally blend well with other classmates

PROMOTE: Just promote and stay on in PJC
+ Eh, I promote?

- The environment in PJC in general
- Having to remain in the class that were so cold and hostile
- Having to remain having the same teachers that hate me

PROMOTE: Choose to retain
+ I have a whole chance to try J1 all over again, catch up on the syllabus and possibly score better
+ If I do score better in promos (if I retain, next year), I could possibly take a H2 subject and do something I really enjoy.

- On the H3 point, PJC isn't very open to H3ers other than super-power-mind-boggling students
- I continue not fitting in the environment.

Grah, the list is far from elaborate because I can't quite think and evaluate at the moment with my tummy aching, but grah.

What's wrong with me. Ivan's friend was sitting on Benzley's chair.

And he broke it.

I went:
"What the hell, my mom just bought this chair okay. If you're a big fat ass, then know enough not to sit on the chair please."

He said sorry, truly apologetic and that kinda shot me awake. What happened to me. How could I be so rude and cold to a stranger that I just met today?

Argh.
I'm sorry.

Chanced upon this "Indigo Soul" thingum. I thought I'd take a look if I fit in that personality type!

( Out of the characteristics of Indigo Personalities, I've got 15/24)

I don't believe in spirituality or personality tests at all. It's all in the name of fun :D

I felt like calling Sam up to talk, but I can't talk at home. I feel like calling Sam to meet up with her now but it's 11.20pm. I need someone to talk to. But I've never done it. I've never told someone that I needed someone to talk to. I've never. I either keep it to myself or write it out, but it doesn't help. I'm going a bit off the shelf now. No one is online on MSN. Oh wait, then again, the only person I've had added is Jo. But I don't wanna bug her because she's studying anyway.